Monday, July 13, 2009
Depressing news juz gotten nt long ago tat it is CFM tat my little princess's white spot is EYE CATARACT frm the word of an eye specialist~ Keep feeling uneasy n worry for my little princess~ Worst case is tat she might need to go thru surgery to remove the cataract but the complications includes tat she might go blind in the WORST case after surgery~
I really duno wat haf i done tat my poor ger haf to go thru all these~ All i can do now is juz pray n pray tat we can resolve the eye cataract w/o any complications.
Wont b updating regularly as been bz taking care of kids n aso not really in the mood to blog since i knw abt little princess condition~ She is still so young yet...... *sighZ*
I really duno wat haf i done tat my poor ger haf to go thru all these~ All i can do now is juz pray n pray tat we can resolve the eye cataract w/o any complications.
Wont b updating regularly as been bz taking care of kids n aso not really in the mood to blog since i knw abt little princess condition~ She is still so young yet...... *sighZ*
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:08 AM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Nothing really makes me happy tat i wan to blog abt BUT i haf plenty of unhappiness tat i can tok abt yet i dun wish to tok abt it coz if i were to list them out i tink it might b endless of it~
The only thing tat makes me happy is tat the meds frm Dr John Chiam is working =D I started taking them since 29th of June as previously i was taking mycroplasma antibiotic meds so haf to wait until 29th then can start.
Today is 8th of July which is abt an wk+ n i can see results alrdy~ B4 i start taking the meds i was 82kg....YES tat is so GOD DAMN FAT !!! i juz weight myself to see if there is any result coming out of my determination n will power, *tada* i am now 78kg =D Hopefully i am continue wif tis kind of result n hopefully i can slim down to 60kg by Sep?
I knw it is abit short on time but no matter wat i will work hard on it !!
The only thing tat makes me happy is tat the meds frm Dr John Chiam is working =D I started taking them since 29th of June as previously i was taking mycroplasma antibiotic meds so haf to wait until 29th then can start.
Today is 8th of July which is abt an wk+ n i can see results alrdy~ B4 i start taking the meds i was 82kg....YES tat is so GOD DAMN FAT !!! i juz weight myself to see if there is any result coming out of my determination n will power, *tada* i am now 78kg =D Hopefully i am continue wif tis kind of result n hopefully i can slim down to 60kg by Sep?
I knw it is abit short on time but no matter wat i will work hard on it !!
i know that i have loved you ... at 9:46 AM
Friday, July 03, 2009
Little prince will be officially stop skool on end of July n i am glad he is nt going to tis skool anymore. In fact i am quite pissed off wif the skool teachers, yes i knw accidents is very common for kids but to see little prince injuried twice in a row within 2wks is enuff for me.
Juz 1 wk back he injuried himself where he had cuts n bruises on his arms n knees YET today i am told tat little prince is injuried AGAIN where his forehead now has a BIG blueblack !!! Seriously i duno wat is the teachers doing ~
Sumore everyday b4 kids nap time they will normally bath them~ I saw quite a few times tat little prince's hair is SOOO wet yet they ask him to go to air con rm lor~ Cant they juz towel dry his head b4 heading to air con rm? Dun they haf the common sense tat he will catch cold by tis way?
I dun even knw if little prince's mycoplasma is it gotten frm the skool or nt~ Sumore they aircon is like as if FREE coz i can see them BLAST the air con so strong tat i can see my little prince' hair moving lor!!!
As for little princess, i am quite fedup wif her as she tends to stay awake during the midnite all the way till 8-9am !! She is totally confused which is day or nite !! It is pretty hard for us to adjust her timing to knw tat nite time is slping time~ OH MY GOD pls faster let her adapt to nite time slping so tat it will b easier for the care takers to taking care of her lor~~~~
Tis reminds me of the loss we made during our wedding dinner juz bcoz it is held at orchid country club~
Juz 1 wk back he injuried himself where he had cuts n bruises on his arms n knees YET today i am told tat little prince is injuried AGAIN where his forehead now has a BIG blueblack !!! Seriously i duno wat is the teachers doing ~
Sumore everyday b4 kids nap time they will normally bath them~ I saw quite a few times tat little prince's hair is SOOO wet yet they ask him to go to air con rm lor~ Cant they juz towel dry his head b4 heading to air con rm? Dun they haf the common sense tat he will catch cold by tis way?
I dun even knw if little prince's mycoplasma is it gotten frm the skool or nt~ Sumore they aircon is like as if FREE coz i can see them BLAST the air con so strong tat i can see my little prince' hair moving lor!!!
As for little princess, i am quite fedup wif her as she tends to stay awake during the midnite all the way till 8-9am !! She is totally confused which is day or nite !! It is pretty hard for us to adjust her timing to knw tat nite time is slping time~ OH MY GOD pls faster let her adapt to nite time slping so tat it will b easier for the care takers to taking care of her lor~~~~
Tis reminds me of the loss we made during our wedding dinner juz bcoz it is held at orchid country club~
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:27 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
A couple change of plan in family currently, little prince will no longer go to school as i will be taking care of him once again, as for little princess she will b going to my mom's place n taken care by my mom n sis from Sun nite to Fri evening. Yes it means only wkend she will be at hm as i been feeling too stress taking care of her n especially at nite i haf hard time coping bcoz of little prince giving me trouble too.
Juz when hubby was complaining to me last wk tat WHY Mother's day i got handmade gift frm our little prince but Father's day he dun haf any gift so i xplained to him tat it is bcoz little prince was hospitalized mah.
Today after skool as i unpack little prince's bag n i saw tis~ So hubby, who say tat u dun haf Father's day handmade gift frm ur darling? It is coloured by ur darling lor !!~
Little prince been crying whenever we send him to skool for the past few days, nt sure is it bcoz tat he havent been going to skool for the past 1 wk so he is nt used to going back to skool again~ I hope tat he will get used to it once again BUT even if he dun aso nvm since he is nt going to skool by nxt mth end~
Juz when hubby was complaining to me last wk tat WHY Mother's day i got handmade gift frm our little prince but Father's day he dun haf any gift so i xplained to him tat it is bcoz little prince was hospitalized mah.
Today after skool as i unpack little prince's bag n i saw tis~ So hubby, who say tat u dun haf Father's day handmade gift frm ur darling? It is coloured by ur darling lor !!~
Little prince been crying whenever we send him to skool for the past few days, nt sure is it bcoz tat he havent been going to skool for the past 1 wk so he is nt used to going back to skool again~ I hope tat he will get used to it once again BUT even if he dun aso nvm since he is nt going to skool by nxt mth end~
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:20 PM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
I shall keep it short n sweet since i am feeling very unwell currently. Little prince was having high fever on n off since Fri till Thur so end up my PD admitted him to Mount Alvernia Hospital since Tue nite till Fri morning then discharge him as she found out he is down wif Mycoplasma n same goes for me. Even my PD is nt sure is from childcare or is it frm me to spread to him n it is possible tat little prince is the 1 spread to me too.
Both of us done blood test for Mycoplasma n it is positive where little prince is 640 while i am double of his 1280~
Currently down wif bad flu, sore throat n cough ~ Bcoz of the antibiotics i am taking unlike normal antibiotics as it has side effects so end up i keep feeling very tired, headache n appetite not gd~
I went to see Dr John Chiam last Sat n take meds since then but haf to stop taking since yst bcoz worry it might cause prob wif my antibiotics. Taking care of little prince is so tiring tat i even lost 2kg during my stay wif him at hospital~
Hope by 10days doses of antibiotics will cure the probs ~ Sad to say my bday haf to spend down wif the illiness~ *sighZ*
Both of us done blood test for Mycoplasma n it is positive where little prince is 640 while i am double of his 1280~
Currently down wif bad flu, sore throat n cough ~ Bcoz of the antibiotics i am taking unlike normal antibiotics as it has side effects so end up i keep feeling very tired, headache n appetite not gd~
I went to see Dr John Chiam last Sat n take meds since then but haf to stop taking since yst bcoz worry it might cause prob wif my antibiotics. Taking care of little prince is so tiring tat i even lost 2kg during my stay wif him at hospital~
Hope by 10days doses of antibiotics will cure the probs ~ Sad to say my bday haf to spend down wif the illiness~ *sighZ*
i know that i have loved you ... at 1:27 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Dun really haf the time to blog as most of the time i am busy wif my little princess tat i haf been cutting down on facebook as well.
Currently little princess is at my mom's place which my mom n sis will be taking care of little princess so tat i can fully take care of little prince who is very sick. He is down wif high fever again tat refused to go away, cough n running nose. His voice has change to coarse due to his cough, he has not been taking any solid foods or milk since since 12pm till now.
Even by taking oral meds or water he will simply throw up badly so end up we brought him to see Dr Allyson Tan n told her little prince's condition. She gave us meds tat is insert thru little prince anus to stop his vomitting n aso to make his fever go down.
After tat we went to Mac, little prince asked for fries n ate sum which i am quite happy but not long later he start throwing up again. When we reached hm his fever went down but now his high fever is back again.
We hope he wont b too dehydrated n can keep the water tat he drink in his body IF NOT he will haf to b hospitalized on drip alrdy~ He been so drowsy n restless which is really nt the usual him~ Hope he can get well soon~
Really haf to tks my mom n sis for helping me out IF NOT i really duno how to cope ~
Currently little princess is at my mom's place which my mom n sis will be taking care of little princess so tat i can fully take care of little prince who is very sick. He is down wif high fever again tat refused to go away, cough n running nose. His voice has change to coarse due to his cough, he has not been taking any solid foods or milk since since 12pm till now.
Even by taking oral meds or water he will simply throw up badly so end up we brought him to see Dr Allyson Tan n told her little prince's condition. She gave us meds tat is insert thru little prince anus to stop his vomitting n aso to make his fever go down.
After tat we went to Mac, little prince asked for fries n ate sum which i am quite happy but not long later he start throwing up again. When we reached hm his fever went down but now his high fever is back again.
We hope he wont b too dehydrated n can keep the water tat he drink in his body IF NOT he will haf to b hospitalized on drip alrdy~ He been so drowsy n restless which is really nt the usual him~ Hope he can get well soon~
Really haf to tks my mom n sis for helping me out IF NOT i really duno how to cope ~
i know that i have loved you ... at 8:40 PM
Monday, June 08, 2009
CONGRATZ to me ~ My wound split open once again !!! YEAHHH~~ Yupz i am crazy to actually say YEAH over such issue bcoz i am crazy by my little princess~ Hubby tried to help me take care of little princess juz 1 whole day n he start to go crazy the nxt day~
Hubby now u see how tough my life is for the past days ever since confinement lady is gone~ Yes i knw sum ppl might tink tat HOW hard can it b? Pls dun compare ur own kids wif mine bcoz mine r MONSTERS tat only knw how to drive me crazy~
Isnt it weird? I tot ppl been telling me tat 2nd child will b easier to take care BUT why isnt it the case for me? To b frank little princess is equally horrible as little prince lor~ Sad to say all these but they r still my kids n i cant choose my kids~
My sis been telling me tat i am so fortunate to haf little prince bcoz he is simply so cute n adorable BUT he is still a MONSTER !!
Regarding my wound n aso the surround of my wound tat is swollen, i made an appointment wif another gynae alrdy as my current gynae doesnt seem to b able to solve my prob at all n i am suffering quite alot frm all these~
I really hope my wound can recover soon n the swollen parts will b ok soon too~
Hubby now u see how tough my life is for the past days ever since confinement lady is gone~ Yes i knw sum ppl might tink tat HOW hard can it b? Pls dun compare ur own kids wif mine bcoz mine r MONSTERS tat only knw how to drive me crazy~
Isnt it weird? I tot ppl been telling me tat 2nd child will b easier to take care BUT why isnt it the case for me? To b frank little princess is equally horrible as little prince lor~ Sad to say all these but they r still my kids n i cant choose my kids~
My sis been telling me tat i am so fortunate to haf little prince bcoz he is simply so cute n adorable BUT he is still a MONSTER !!
Regarding my wound n aso the surround of my wound tat is swollen, i made an appointment wif another gynae alrdy as my current gynae doesnt seem to b able to solve my prob at all n i am suffering quite alot frm all these~
I really hope my wound can recover soon n the swollen parts will b ok soon too~
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:10 PM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Last sunday we celebrate little princess's full mth but sad to say quite a few ppl didnt able to attend the special event due to they r sick~ Which included my mom n sis tat both running high fever + flu which doc forbid them frm going out n aso Joelle + Marcus. Marcus was down wif running nose too~ I understand n i knw sickness isnt sumthing we can control sumore who would wish to fall sick?
Actually my running nose aso havent recover n it seem like such hot weather alot of ppl r having running nose.
Having hard time taking care of little princess as very often at nite she would cry n cry for nothing~ Not bcoz of hungry or diaper soiled & no matter how we carry she will juz CRY N CRY. I feel so frustrated wif tis kind of process once again as like as if i see the old me once again as i take care of little prince last time ~_~
Didnt get much help tis time rd for little princess so end up i am having a hard time coping wif her crying tat i really feel so fedup n at times abit regret having a 2nd child. Yes i knw it cruel to say tis but after all i am still a human n i do get tired etc etc so of coz emotionally affected.
No matter wat tks alot for all the presents, like ddr who bought a brand new walker for little princess n aso a new set of clothes for little prince as bday present, lots of ANG BAOs frm the guests n gifts as well.
A few of the pics taken by hubby's cousin during the full mth celebration ~
The makan session is at Dragon Gate same as during little prince had his full mth celebration too~
Funny expression frm little princess~
Lastly a pic of my little princess tat juz finish her bath~
Actually my running nose aso havent recover n it seem like such hot weather alot of ppl r having running nose.
Having hard time taking care of little princess as very often at nite she would cry n cry for nothing~ Not bcoz of hungry or diaper soiled & no matter how we carry she will juz CRY N CRY. I feel so frustrated wif tis kind of process once again as like as if i see the old me once again as i take care of little prince last time ~_~
Didnt get much help tis time rd for little princess so end up i am having a hard time coping wif her crying tat i really feel so fedup n at times abit regret having a 2nd child. Yes i knw it cruel to say tis but after all i am still a human n i do get tired etc etc so of coz emotionally affected.
No matter wat tks alot for all the presents, like ddr who bought a brand new walker for little princess n aso a new set of clothes for little prince as bday present, lots of ANG BAOs frm the guests n gifts as well.
A few of the pics taken by hubby's cousin during the full mth celebration ~
The makan session is at Dragon Gate same as during little prince had his full mth celebration too~
Funny expression frm little princess~
Lastly a pic of my little princess tat juz finish her bath~
i know that i have loved you ... at 2:16 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
Yst as the nite gets nearer n nearer, my stress lvl keep rising too~ I feel so stressed tat i broke down crying n i start to ask myself why haf 2nd child making everyone ard me to suffer wif me as well?
My in laws haf to help out here n there, even i myself haf hard time coping wif juz little prince alone as he is still a problematic child which i guess only hubby knw wat i am toking abt. All i can do was keep praying hard tat little prince doesnt wake up in middle of the nite or little princess dun wakes her bro up.
I didnt get to slp well bcoz of the stress i haf n aso bcoz little princess tends to wake up every 1hr+ n she almost take her feeding every 2hrs which makes so tiring for me. Currently she is drinking 110ml of milk each feed but it seem like she always get hungry very fast~
Sumore haf to make her totally aslp b4 putting her down onto the playpen if nt she will refuse to slp so end up my arms r so sore lor. I am feeling so tired.....
My in laws haf to help out here n there, even i myself haf hard time coping wif juz little prince alone as he is still a problematic child which i guess only hubby knw wat i am toking abt. All i can do was keep praying hard tat little prince doesnt wake up in middle of the nite or little princess dun wakes her bro up.
I didnt get to slp well bcoz of the stress i haf n aso bcoz little princess tends to wake up every 1hr+ n she almost take her feeding every 2hrs which makes so tiring for me. Currently she is drinking 110ml of milk each feed but it seem like she always get hungry very fast~
Sumore haf to make her totally aslp b4 putting her down onto the playpen if nt she will refuse to slp so end up my arms r so sore lor. I am feeling so tired.....
i know that i have loved you ... at 12:50 PM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Juz gotten a HUGE bad news.....it frm my confinement lady. Initially few days back she mentioned to me tat her mom in law fall in the toilet so was hospitalized while in stroke BUT today juz now she received a call frm malaysia saying tat her mom in law juz passed away so end up instead of going off on 1st of June which she is going off by tmr.
Yeah is a big impact to me coz all along i been so stressed up not able to take care of little princess myself as it been so long since i last take care of an infant sumore i haf little prince at nite too. My confinement suppose to end on 30th of May but now haf to end earlier n i haf to handle my little princess earlier than i xpected sumore i am still down wif bad cough n running nose.
Wat i fear is tat i will pass my germs to little princess n aso i dun really rmb how to take care of infant liao.... OMG.....wat should i do sia !?!?
FEEL SO STRESS UNTIL I CAN HARDLY BREATHE !!!!!
Yeah is a big impact to me coz all along i been so stressed up not able to take care of little princess myself as it been so long since i last take care of an infant sumore i haf little prince at nite too. My confinement suppose to end on 30th of May but now haf to end earlier n i haf to handle my little princess earlier than i xpected sumore i am still down wif bad cough n running nose.
Wat i fear is tat i will pass my germs to little princess n aso i dun really rmb how to take care of infant liao.... OMG.....wat should i do sia !?!?
FEEL SO STRESS UNTIL I CAN HARDLY BREATHE !!!!!
i know that i have loved you ... at 10:36 PM
